I regret not telling you how I felt a long time ago. It could have been a lot different than it is right now. I miss you!

I asked him not to ignore me, to not leave me alone. But I guess it doesn’t matter what I want. I just want him to remain in my life.

I can’t lie and say it’s all ok. There’s no doubt that i’ll hurt for some time, but I can’t do anything to stop the pain. It’s impossible to force myself to feel a certain way. I wish I could, but I’m unable to.

I miss how things used to be between us, even if we were never anything it hurts. I hope it all gets fixed along the way, but at this very moment I know nothing can be done to get rid of the pain.